Because when you cant find the sunshine you have to be the sunshine
Two weeks ago if I were to answer the above frankly, I would have probably said that I had been trying really hard to get out of a rut. An emotionally draining black hole that was filling my brain with negative thoughts. I felt burnt out, tired, unmotivated..and I didn't feel like doing anything. And I was wondering how I got to that point? What did I do wrong? I studied and worked hard, but I didn't feel proud of my work?
“Taking swift strides into the classroom, the teacher quickly sets the huge stack of graded midterms on the desk. THUD! The sound of paper making contact with the table, brings everyone’s attention to the front of the classroom. There the teacher stands, towering over them. The boy stares at the teacher across the room. Just stares. His brain draws a blank and he feels as if his heart is in his hand. Yet, the boy can still feel his pulse beating in his ears, so loud that it’s blocking out the noise of everything else around him. It’s like a swarm of canons are being shot into his chest. Nothing can compare to the feeling of failure. Nothing."